i.
Carried by harried song bruising
the ceiling, weaving into combs
of honey desolate air thickening
despair to knots of guts tugging
at breath sweetening our ears, how
are we even here? Unmentionable
echoes against walls bubbling up
in Babel’s well questioning how
the hell we ended up in this question,
churchless, fatherless, doctoring
what documents our dossier’s
darkest moments, what altered motives made
us love’s lost imposters, your loss
of favour’s oft-tossed and too much
by talk belaboured prisoners of an
ii.
imposition, left here to rot,
after-thought run-off pondering
what influence better men must have been
under when depositing what
bitter seed bore our breed, trash-binned
saplings, unsweetened beings, fiends, brigands,
overreaching, exceeding the
defeat of our miscreation
eking out by our screeds a spat doctrine
preaching seeking, surfacing to
greet them, to feed what black vengeance
could not keep from creeping to bleed them of
their dishonesties deceiving
those whose cracked hearts we suture when
leaking, grieving verse, purred heat, not for missed
iii.
opportunities, but weeping
each lyrics for missing out on
defeating long ago the grey ones whose
Pyrrhic attempts to defeat us
only fed this cigarette-stenched
animosity we breathe, exhaling
twisting limbs of decaying breath,
minarets of strange, sacrileged
alphabets blaspheming heaven in their
stretch, brusque utterances awash
with fragrance enough to live to
tell of what killed us off, but what is left
extends these cinders of snuffed trust,
incensed sentiment felt by those
with sense enough to catch this drift this rift
iv.
sends, what sullen curse fallen prayer
disintegrates to before its ash lifts,
touches bottomless ripples the ancient
reflection of Narcissus fills,
tendrils and telegraphs its lilt’s
intoxicating message, which this is,
the paradox that there exists
a fate’s rust more obnoxious than
being immortalized as villains in
another conquering culture’s
captivating official myth,
there are far worse throats to possess than this
cylinder of stone thrown below
civilization and sealed with
soaring lips of steel and glass kissing skies
v.
they scrape, unapologetic
as hubris gets, tar monuments
concealing only how far ambition
need soar before its crackling mask
collapses in sparks of laughter
to howling ashes growling after, our
task of song an accomplishment
none wants, an embellishment of
ascents voices ladder along as though
it were worse to be wrong than to
be unwanted, for too long has
this pit been haunted by your ghosts our souls
have become, dust stirred to rebirth,
abandoned bones crushed to emerge
as clouds of burned whispers, flesh worn by storms.