i.
In the furnace of its own burning,
in the forest of its yearning’s wilderness
withering to trembling kindling, this
kid’s virginity needs its getting rid of,
a love destroyed in the fire that created
it, wax smiles of pretend innocence
melting off every inch of its
edges the way a birthday candle’s does, all
over us, echoes exclaiming as
they rise from a waiting grave, “So, if I’m not
ii.
afraid, then how am I brave?” If I’m
not mistaken, then, though not friends, we’re twinned fiends,
a coming together of two solitudes,
pouring out our Selves until only
bare starlight barely fills the cavern
of this lantern our nudity ignites each
night, illuminating a stage erected
at the crossroads as though it were a
gallows through the trap-door in the floor
of which dancing steps pass as life does through death’s
iii.
waiting gate, down into the sewer
grate of this place where we meet, greeted each time
as one long expected, as though once
anticipated by the sages, as the
scions of the ageless ancients, as
unchanging agents of provocation, sent
settling into our wicked ways, as
ones whose come’s a coveted substance, strangely
nourishing, divine, devious, devoted
to being wanted, and desired, in
iv.
their delirious curiousness,
by our manhandling’s mixed messes its varied
and various viscous facets reflect bliss
better than any diamond does,
who better than two princes who resent youth
to pollute its illusions with filthying
truth, granite-gripping brutes fisting both
Enoch’s Pillars, those babbling towers
bubbling over with whispers of secrets which
are the Pyramids holding up the
v.
heavens each tears through, paws in ripping
applause howling without pause at how far off
civilization has been, the sound
of falling cities listens to the voices
of gods in the leaves, the means by which
the book of nature speaks, to seek after food
under bark of trees, the sound of no
moment, only concealed grief released as we
open graves of minds by the fire of
a thousand lights, hearts guiding hands down into
vi.
pants, nights errant into the chapel
perilous to perform with fingertips our
thighs’ questioning of Proteus, and
in this protean interrogation get
to its meaning deep beneath surface,
that these geniuses are just the ghosts of one’s
distinguished ancestors, flickering
images, sea-changing movies refusing
to keep still, serpentine memories
who leave the grave and return home thieving each
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our features to weave into something only
our bodies hungry as they are could
ever possibly believe, that what
chimæra we seek we perceive of our Selves
to seem a brilliant Creature with dark,
witching, gypsy eyes, raven tress, and lips the
twinned pillows of which are together
secret treatises on the sacred art of
making love, their perfection’s vision
less visionary with ours more than enough.