Stay me with flagons, comfort me with apples: for I am sick of love.
—Song 2:51
i. Out of Eden
How vessels burst, bruising toward surface
purged thrusts of purple-tongued messages, each
of which purses lips, discourages taste
in favour of this flesh quaking thirst, floods
at the touch, the debased fingertips of
lust blistering themselves against perverse
desire’s wounds, ruining with sweat kisses
remove dirty thoughts until each one rusts,
running offense into spread orifices
indecency deluges anew, wets
with primal, instinctual truths this
cavernous groove my mouth favours, forsakes
every litany of taboos, list
of pained sacrileges, to savour, paint
ii. Into Exile
sacred what I profane and glimpse work its
magic this ache which lingers well past our
lungs collapsing in song, cries, resonates,
longs for your longing long after left up
all night mourning, pursuit of an ideal
worth earning gone so wrong, less fortunate
or more, depending on my allure, to
be yearned for hard, or not at all, your blood
warmed by the one who just ignores you, his
fists of unfulfilled promises leave you
sore, foregone, if only we had been blessed,
forewarned, better informed, how for unchaste
amateurs how difficult this hubris
turns, beware paramours transformed by fate.
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1“Song of Solomon”, Chapter 2, Verse 5, in “The Old Testament” of Holy Bible: King James Version, published at Grand Rapids, Michigan by Zondervan in 2007; page 432.