i.
Not yours, to you I owe no birth,
upon a blossoming throne adorned with a breath
of pearls garlanding a mouth whose
lips are dusted with ashen ruby, pulverized
quartz, azure of dissolved lapis,
and other crushed stones which blossom below the earth
your trespassing footsteps trample
above, here in a cavernous throat’s jewelled room
of my heart’s own netherworld I
am Sheol’s prince regent ruling over ev’ry
other victim of your kiss’s
ii.
curse, governing in Lucifer’s absence with my
hiss’s acid words, my cloven
hooves hirsute and soulless ultra-Fascist forks of
jet thunderbolts, feathered talons
of ravenous lightning writing exile on your
name my ink blackens, booting out
of Hell the far darker shadow your feigned concern
casts with a stain’s imprecision
onto its already obsidian floor, soot
shooing what masked undoing I
have shunned before, not yours, this is my sepulchre,
iii.
you bandit of my scars’ worst hurt’s
abandoned shore, bend your knees and kneel before them,
bless this isle where serpents course
the scorched columns of what were once my bones, trace the
aching baseboards of this arid
storehouse where worms forage like farmers for death’s just
reward, bornless before the god-
form for whom this ritual reverencing non-
existence is performed, the grim
interstitial hollow of this sacrificial
grove is my ancestral home, the
iv.
moonlit crescent of my sickle dripping with the
necromantic scent of secret
ceremonials, the tumescent tallow of
its sacred candles blanding the
adornment of this temple’s furniture with the
alabaster sweat of waxen
idols whose fading fingers burn to plaster-grey
puddles the exasperated
prayers they hold, shaken from folds of palms fall faiths and
empires whose dates only I know,
where I am hallowed thorns of sulphur throw out their
v.
horns and splinter the nostrils of
blind minstrels whose lyres my lair’s fevered fire strings with
silver chords, gossamer gospels
whose ribald songs with quavering lines my squalor’s
filthiest mind inspires, its calls
awakening the untold, quivering to incline
their hemlocked ears those antic seers
whose antique oracles I deliver without
fear or ever hesitating
to withhold my contempt for your withered vintage
whose musk my tongue esteems no more,
vi.
be gone, spectre, into the oblivious hours
my clepsydra’s reticent drip
abhors, yours is a bled heritage whose broken
promises extinguished heads of
the unvanquished hydra devour, disavowing
what its howl dishonours and no
longer pours into the alms bowls of mendicant
chroniclers now hesitant to
record another’s hunger, your face’s utter
erasure from my history’s
pages is the audacious wine for which I thirst.