In the harsh days when the Dogstar rages
you remain inviolate[.]
—Horace1
To come by night, raging as a Fury,
plague a game in which we profane sacred
names, oracles tracing its origins
twine with love-stained grains of sand mute motes of
another buried empire raised up like
a cup of libations to a Muse or
a traitor’s noose strung high by the soft and
sighing music of the lyre, a poet’s
wit’s biting lyrics of kisses laying
on our thighs conspiracies of illness
to interrupt the conversation of
your body with mine, a shattering of
prayers against the arched backs of watchtowers
enrage and ensnare gatekeepers to break
barriers, hirsute forearms with leather
bands girding thick wrists usher in a breath’s
gushing of infidel tongues chanting oaths
we do not understand yet somehow know
are ones invoked against us, christians come
to fell our touch’s temple by filling
its phalanx of flesh with an unwanted
wealth of jewelled infections, their gold-flecked
invectives wear us out, condemning as
heresy a love whose name we cannot
pronounce, their flooded hordes unsheathing swords
foreign invaders gorged on the spoils of
ceaseless wars plunge into us over and
over before killing off this pagan
passion of ours with words, blurred spittle of
loaded phrases breaking waves of caged heat
escaping those lamps of eyes by whose light
we rush to ready our oars, to take flight
through cool water nibbling silently our
kingdom’s crumbling shores, to get them out or
away from their scourge before it torches
those scrolls of ours whose unrolled tongues record
a plundered library of occulted
liberties we have lived in secret and
lavished without any apology,
reading those oaken annals garlanding
the aching rafters of memory our
crown-heavy heads bang against as they hang
around the gaping roses of young men
abundant with budding talent, youthful
pursuits whose details even now we still
envy with a spate of spite, but whether
their chronicles are truthful yet remains
questionable, and irrelevant, as
we row past the enemy, slaving in
the gallantry of our sinking galley
through plague in an ancient city, toward
the last bridge between destiny and this
reality, which tomorrow they will
have burned, disease wasting its way into
ashes drowning in tears, turning to ink
lost legends erasing from the gilded
fore-edges of our hagiographies
those moments making martyrs of converts,
of blood-and-bone persons flawed marbles of
perverts, veins cracking the vanity of
statues blind iconoclasts revel in
smashing, relegating to myth all that
we once had—stilling with rapacious pangs
of wolf-jawed religion this pulse which can
only be thawed by the reverent touch
of well-read palms belonging to someone
else unwanted, at once flawed and brilliant.
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1Horace, “[Book] III, [Ode] 13”, [Stanza 3, Lines 9–10], in The Odes and Epodes of Horace: A Modern English Verse Translation by Joseph P. Clancy, published at Chicago by The University of Chicago Press in 1960; page 128.