i. To Anthony—
Help me to move past this into the arms of love
since it’s about pricks getting pricked by the needle
that sticks, voices in wax making of hurt a hit,
wit so sharp as yours might suffice in killing it,
since it’s about pricks getting pricked by the needle
tattooing telegrammatic laughs into skin,
wit so sharp as yours might suffice in killing it
off, this wanting so hard to scrub from us what feels
too much like luck, not enough destiny feeding
on our intensity, burying in deserts
of scorched flesh carcasses of fatalism suns left
for shadows, making jackals of jaws closing in
on our intensity, burying in deserts
ghosted partners radiating singles who go
for shadows, making jackals of jaws closing in
fewer words what I promise will hurt tomorrow.
ii. To Matthew—
Hidden variables have resolved to lead me
there, cycles of seven worn by the Universe
like soiled underwear toil as they always have, bared
thighs of boring guys reminding me not to go
there, cycles of seven worn by the Universe
down to their elements move like jelly, spreading
thighs of boring guys, reminding me not to go
gently but to fill them with light, enlivening
minds dulled by my shine using wisdom unsullied
by misattributed quotation confusing
its origin, reassuring with confidence
that, ‘In twenty-one days, what you need will appear,’
by misattributed quotation confusing
translation, ‘What you don’t will fade away,’ saying
that in twenty-one days, what you need will appear,
as real and impermanent as my love has been.