Holy landslides up to your neck,
had my hand up the skirt of life then,
when, by some ravenous unkindness,
fury flourished into existence
our ending our situation, since
its beginning, had written,
by elegant and unforgiving
hand bitten, as if our tomb’s
fruit, once forbidden, could sweeten its
kiss, or loosen death’s unrelenting
grip, kicking my Self while licking your
feet, reverent amid my
captivity, bound not by
duty but indenture to honour
our bargain your allure convinced me
was worth handing over my soul for,
this cellophane-wrapped simulacrum
of love cracking under the
weighty breath of its heartbreak’s pretty
packaging, suave marketing
better off abandoned when dread truth
sauntered in before your conjure’s teeth
could devour my reason, before beasts
sleeping together could feast
on my brain, lithe and lamb-like,
trafficking in silk-lipped fantasies
leonine vanity’s monstrous tooth
and claw amused you by tearing through,
nailing shut my coffin’s splintered lid,
unruly wood I would split
if your offer had afforded my
mortal bones the skill, the tools
to pierce through skull to soul the ugly
head of my power’s predatory
creditor, my morally bankrupt
president trepanation
more than assassination
would cure of Fascism’s foothold, its cold
congestion this affliction melding
you things in league with troubles one to
another, you devils among whom
you are secretary and
chief counsel, prophet and hierophant,
advocate and architect
of my discontent, yet, somehow, an
idiot, as well—having left in
our contract a loophole, a detail
you overlooked: words can kill.