For those who find themselves at / the crossroads, seeking knowledge /
of that craft known to its adepts as / The Four Ways, throwing it all to chance—
i. Squaring the Circle
I am the fading son of
eleven centuries of
sacred geometry, attentive
and expressionless as a sentry,
boxed in by misery and
misunderstanding under-
estimating me, my family
of brash, Olympian maniacs
marathoning boulders of
worse madness, running down their
mountainous minds to crash, depressive
valleys heavy doses of crushing
reality flatten, such
thunderbolting types, these oft’
ostracized champions of secrets
genetics and foresight bottled—and
which battle—within me, words
warring to be opened like
celebratory champagne, leaking
when I resist them and nearly burst,
remembering well that first
lesson of surveying so
alimentary, nourishing my
youth’s first glimpse of emptiness with the
fundamental premise: that
squares trap spirits while circles
merely contain them, and only then
temporarily, beasts of Bordens
wreaking such cold havoc and
creating so much damage,
not simply just because we can, but
so that we have something to control,
working over a mindless
populace with our heads as
if they were fists, never dirtying
our cursive hands, our quadrivium
four circles of hell schooling
around us, binding our souls
to one demon’s thirst my seventh-great-
grandparents had summoned, but never
quenched, so it never once went
ii. Doubling a Cube
away, as if eternal
damnation was in season when they
wed, and all the rage they kept concealed
we find now today, or too
late, unable to close those
doors they opened so long ago in
that humid forest thicket, cloaked in
noontide heat and the mystic,
splendid dread of the seven-
fold path of splintered lightning, heaven’s
exiles brandishing an unkindness
of some divine knife, prying
wide agape those smiling gates
dividing our lowly world from its
own kingdom, indebted as I am
since birth to this loneliest
wilderness for knowledge, wealth,
and influence fired from far above
it, from out the dark thing’s god-like head,
weighted down with a flashing
crown of horns my ancestors,
when feeling more timid, allowed our
curse to bestow a laurel wreath of
dead leaves, laid on them by sin’s
vigilant crows, that source of
our success reinforcing our woes,
heralded and chronicled by those
Stoic birds who, ever since
the pact, still follow us, each
corvid a black-hearted patriarch
of ours transformed into one, each shrill
call of theirs dropped on those of
us below who will listen,
chilling cries dripping inky wisdom
as though from a quill, warning against
that force they called secret and
kept hidden from crowds, hanging
its evil’s evidence, of which we
never speak, on a creaking limb, deep
in that forest of dead trees
writhing in midnight-burned roots,
iii. Trisecting an Angle
the only proof of life a willow
that does not weep, kept pruned of our truth
by the cruel talons of
our harpy who there still roosts,
talent’s catch that it never lets us
sleep, this needy fiend clawing into
its ancient bark her clockwork
bite-marks, until she is once
again freed to consume each son’s heart,
a fate less a punishment, than it
is the swift collection, of
the lives of we brutish men
who trace the same path, damned no matter
how great the heritage of our shared
vocation, this ancient art
with its patrilineal
and linear implications, trained
as we are, in our bones, never to
question the occult laws of
the equations governing
land and existence, the wisdom that
neither can ever really be made
servant subject to mortal
ownership, always troubled
and finished by the same calling, we
scorned and unfortunate Bordens end
alike, by returning, what
we each perceive as severe
and prematurely, to our master,
not our maker, in this case, poor blind
bastards indentured to serve
one of Lucifer’s nameless
delegates, a viscount shaded in
the same rhetoric, and retinue,
of darkest infamy’s false
monarchy, with the thieving
ignobility of which, ever
since that wicked little nuptial gift,
much coveted in the bleak
era of the practicing
witch, populated as it was with
iv. Building the Temple
black magicians and a very real
sorcery, our entire line
has been entwined, souls blackened
and wed like weeds ever since, before
our conceptions, to unholiest
peerage, by allegiance to
a contract of servitude
exempt from time’s annihilating
consolation, so sinister and
perpetual, this twisted
predicament will persist
until one of our kind finds out, once
and for all, its name, the elusive
appellation of this fanged
demon we each carry with
shame on our left shoulder, burdened by
its breath’s crippling wait like an heirloom
apparition, feasting as
it does on heredity
and tragic consequence, greeting us
in our dreams as that creature for whom
evil is but a birdsong
when, not wingèd, again as
a thing not quite, but like, a woman
it appears, waking this terror from
a reeking bog’s mud and twigs,
with knotted hairs of spinal
strings and chewed sinews, glistening with
molasses-thick pitch, twisted into
those most unforgiving shapes
even we cannot unsee,
every version and edition
of this tale ending the same: fathers
and sons lost, taken from each
other, intense hatred of
one’s mother, and parricide played like
a game, making inheritance seem
so trivial a thing and
legacy, like memory,
a pointless aim, since executing
any other deal would still bring pain.