i. First, the Catch
Soundings scratching ribs speak of many deaths,
debts of mileage worn without g(u)ilt
singing of scrapes survived, former li(v)es lived,
li(n)es memorializing spoils
of experience, their depth worth chancing
annihilation if paid for
with scars, new life fil(l)ing in and thriving
where predators’ rapacious lips
once had kissed him, their razors stripping from
existence its burden of flesh,
exfoliating layers of living,
ripping legend’s storied pages,
victory (t)his whose skin is thickest, the(se)
scales of (t)his weighted in silver
catch streaks of light, breaking a sleepless night’s
fishnet of shadow, (p)lacing tight
(r)evolutionary f(r)actions of time’s
tarnished tallows, (th)rowing off harm’s
amber sparks, while tides spinning (t)his tale tell
of a hea(r)t harder, and hotter,
than a coal sought after, and fought over,
in a world lit only by fire,
as together fistfuls of dark timbre
clamour with dawn’s (si)new(ed) (t)issues
of (g)listening ga(u)ze, a river’s placid
Saturday mo(u)rning surface stirred
by (t)his world’s swift and relentless current,
(t)his defiant purpose to shed
its (c)rippling expectations, its blindest
reliance on codependence
and other unfulfilling myths, echoes
whose hollow repetitions lack
heroes, promises of hope pledged without
conviction, eliciting (t)his
glare(s) of electric tears, charging above
society’s eyes and ears to
gather what sense of daybreak can be made,
snuffed candles of constellations
burning out fast and blowing up hard as,
enduring the (sco)urge of untold
eternities, milky ways of stars film
them waxing and wa(r)ning, (b)lur(r)ing
heaven’s reflection while salting the rim
of its looking-glass wounds, licking
the (w)horizon, rolling over (t)his same
place as pain does cradle and grave,
discriminating against neither as
it parts legs to bring forth, and take
back into the whore-mouthed (h)earth, what nature
creates, (t)his same place where chaos
birthed him, (s)pawning courageous insurgents
whose resistance to injustice
distinguishes them, (t)his formidable
species of liberty’s brethren,
destined by duty to return to her
ii. Then, the Release
pool of maternal influence,
the secret route to the sweet nourishment
of which he can (t)race in (t)his vein(s),
swimming its lanes of polygenetic
reminiscences of ancient
origin in an ocean of linked chains,
st(r)ains of intuition troubling
him as, from the unrepentant embrace
of the (c)row(d)’s feigned stupor, he wakes,
c(o)ursing upstream of them with crazed vigour,
sperming with grunting haste into,
through, and past their underperforming schools
of swirling colours dropping out
of (t)his race, st(r)aining water rivaling
glass, a chasm separating
him from what imprisons them, (t)his mind’s p(l)ace,
indefatigable and fueled
by fiercest indifference to public
opinion, impervious to
it, a(r)moured and (w)armed as he is with such
steely determinism, strength
anathema to their fatal gospel
of unquestioned adherence, faith
unchallenged chancing its abandonment
and collision with him, when (t)his
worldly erudition compr(om)ises
dogma’s d(r)owning principles, when,
going intercontinental, he gets
so ballistic and miss(il)es their
missal(’s) t(w)o brimstone(d) bits, apocryphal
and AWOL, he commences (t)his
mission, as by choice he consents to (t)his
long-dormant inclination, by
(t)his creator’s hand (p)laced in him before
(t)his sent(i)ence, a bomb ticking
with impatience, a big bang’s flash waiting
in the lobby of (t)his little
bo(d)y, a bea(s)t in the belly of (t)his
prophet (t)racing against all gods
to (t)his origin, refusing to serve
any of them, to their doctrines
of divisive destruction fervently
disobedient, uncertain
of its Eden as he undertakes (t)his
pilgrimage to (t)his genes(is),
Pisces (t)his Libran(’s) ascendant as, like
a leaping salmon, he rises
above superstition, going again(st)
its undertow eating away
at reason, t(r)ipping imbalance in (t)his
fortune’s favour, leading the way
for those who reap the fruits of their mind’s own
labours, those eremitical
ki(n)ds whose wealth abounds in wisdom not found
in the (c)row(d), but thought’s spawning ground.