76 × 80 in
Aching folds of complacency
embolden southern constellations to claim
their sovereignty, an unthroned
sun rising sullen, his ascending oven
sending silken snow running, plush
crescendos of pillows softening under
mourning’s lifting of the perfumed
evening’s remaining veils, weighty secrets and
breathy repeals flushing from flesh-
drunk hearts all trace of love’s opiates, soft drugs
of blushing kisses stiffening
next-day to marble-hardened mugs, debasement’s
scarred, decaffeinated faces
realizing those visions that, in last night’s
past lives, enslaved them, made of chased
women fading rose-buds and of hastier
wingmen Icarean studs, sons
incapable of rising above this quaint
situation, that morning’s an
embittered amanuensis whose handful
of fastidious light writes no
wrong, that those in our arms are not true doves nor
angels laid, but sobriety’s
unsightly muses paid for with shame, Sunday-
mornings-after more than mere youth’s
severely trivial matters when warring
spring’s bottle-nosed Dauphin, raising
armies of spirits, pokes his hose in and he
pisses to bloom this seminal
revelation: that what those velvet bedroom-
eyes welcomed then, seldom becomes
something worth remembering, so chrome-barreled
Eros, swaggering in with his
weapon’s semi-automated process of
selection, comes naturally
to the enticing conclusion that two brutes
so equally confused as you
and I should remain entombed in this embrace
1.9 × 2.0 m
in which we both are still entwined,
inclined like all quasi-divine kinds to prove
to himself that shooting down blind
hubris makes the unkind world more just, he busts
us and caps our lust’s conquest with
a quota his silver bullets kill, no more
wandering for us burdensome
beasts once whoredom’s field, where we grazed and we played,
fades faintest grey, fails to pay its
electricity, and that island nation
of degenerate debtors finds
its devout adherents prisoners in its
own (s)hallow(ed) temple, things profane
painted sacred when thrown by saints to the grave,
no codices, codeine, or our
own codependency capable, even
if culpable, to trace its pain
in the telling of how we fell, not only
from having flown too high the night
before, but into each other’s arms—a fate
worse than hell or the sun’s own, an
unending war having forever to burn
in a seasonal cycle just
as eternal but twice as warm, evil with
no redemption or recourse, your
charms dissolved whenever I roll over and
curse, finding in your face our shared
sentence making so much more hideous its
remembrance, its unrelenting
reflection a blaring repetition of
repetitions, words slurring and
slandering the soul my uncontrollable
urge to get laid sold to gain this
torment mor(t)al men call the marriage-bed, this
burial ground where destiny
and decency like wounded lambs go to lie
down, where your coffin mouth never
closes and I always end up nailed somehow.