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Those ghosts of grief who, with isolation,
creep into our tombs of lives, veiling things
we refuse to view, those truths we deny,
those windowless souls, those shades with blank eyes,
their sore holes of mouths whispering, ‘You can’t
pay a whore compliments,’ to them I write.
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To gain heaven without suffering, by
uncovering this forest floored by our
lies, to creep where overgrowths of exiled
lovers groan, those incensed initiates
of mysterious amnesiac rites
whose extinguished flames glower at the sight
of us, those severe(d) (m)embers whose broken
limbs break further still when stirred to new life,
to their soft memory I toast a health
and to them I write, to ideals fallen
from sequoian pedestals, to silenced
windmills and trampled daffodils, I write.
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Those billboards grieving their tattered adverts’
unplastered smiles move me, far more than their
hard-won campaigns moved products, unwanted
stock filling up my warehouse consciousness
with remaindered thoughts unfit to publish,
taking up what I want to become my
altared ego’s holiest spot, this place
the solitude of which I covet, trace
amounts of celestial residue
menstruating their sugared-thighed way through
highways of information without which
none of us can prove our wound’s existence,
that we, too, are fools who have traveled far,
that we are fickle fruit whose flesh has been
gashed by what teeth fate’s cards have shown, corners
bent to permit those on their blades’ edges
to be in the same room, I write to those
who have lost and those who have yet to lose.
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Knowing what I do now, and that what I
do shows them what cannot be stopped or slowed
down, I choose to continue to write, lines
inscribing wisdom on wrists, bleeding out
slogans for kids when parents and peers have
no shits to give, to tell them that love lives.