i. Splinter
I speak of fearless Androcles,
parading men’s minds and mouths unburdened
by the weight of eternal f(l)ame’s
fadeless cloak, its ancient purple pulsing
my throat, pouring out what I pen
with ease, the hero I need he whose true
salvific reach extends Attic
centuries, timeless healing hurled on swift
wings through rumoured breeze and rubbled
millennia, to greet surly lions
such as me, my kind this dying
breed of society’s worst untamed beast,
ferocious until his mythic
grip splits its arrow and pricks from my thick
head’s thicker neck perpetual
pain, this unwashed syringe I struggle to
free from my dark (he)art’s vain highway,
armed, leather-soled legions of pollution
marching in, awful medicine
I self-administer and juggle with,
denying my Self love, wanting
nothing more than to have plucked this crown’s thorn
ii. Spectacle
abhorring touch, this baring of
teeth too oft-worn to welcome change, so for
fearless Androcles I weep, still
uncertain if repeating legend will
summon him, or if such men have
in the post-modern mould any worthy
equivalent, so I will write,
reworking chronicle until in its
entirety I reinvent
its churning c(o)urse, this torrent of words time’s
river sends my ears, burning to
truant vellum my own li(n)es bending his
truth so that fearless Androcles
follows suit and finds my wound, so I do
not di(n)e alone or my own name
extinguish unuttered and forgotten,
prowling again for lost love when
blind fortune favours my desert with its
reappearance, cured when I lick
instead of devour men, making love
instead of enemies, finding
that what his hand did then, mine can do now.