i. Tobias
Wings of archangels beat
like propellers of Apache
helicopters, dispatching from
the Holy See a sealed
missive their silent embassy
sends to me, a jewel-
encrusted thing, an encrypted
tablet I scroll, seeking
the keys to the great mystery,
inhaling deep whispers
flaming blades drop to grass below,
toeing snow-blown valleys
of shadows to know why
Heaven has sent as winds over
river bends, her lips thick like thighs
dividing consonants
by continents, these wingèd men
to prosper my journey
with peace by a single passage,
translated out of its
ancient tongue into forty-four
languages, a candid
condolence for my grief, my sin’s
crippling shame at my own
iniquity, my pain’s
unwillingness to let live my
soul’s eternity, formed for me
before the world, these words’
messengers comforting with their
passionate and perfect
mathematics, bring a passage
time cuts into quarters
ii. Azariah
telling me: “Find joy in the place
of your sorrow, follow
its breath of incense like a path
to the waterless place
where clouds full of promise
swell, find there tomorrow, casting
away your troubles of today,
binding hand and foot what
demon has put its desert tongue
like a torch to your throat,
find in pain the pleasure of not
having to borrow from
another mortal his or her
story, to know in your
own life and sphere what the world fears,
and to live yet again,
having emerged from doubt’s
blushing crimson to the melting
snow of refreshing wisdom, chill
cleansing from them and from
you, what condemns free men and keen
beauties each to eschew
liberty and choose solitude,
that demon that does not
harm you, but kills anyone who
desires to approach you,
exorcise its hold by reading
between the lines this poem,
its verse torn from minds far
greater than your own, those judges
and prophets whose thoughts kiss, across
centuries their love known.”