i. Origin
Perhaps just the latest one in
a line of brazen heretics,
vitriol spit like glistening
coals of blazing fire summing up
the failures and fallacies of
his respective age—so he says,
a jaded magus spills forth cursed
verses to the ill-paired and pill-
addled parents of his lazy
apprentice—a boy preparing
to outshine their dim daze, glaring
at them with indifference, an
indignant mother and father
dropping off his charge before they
refuse to pay him, impatient
child- and substance-abusers—tools
haggling over a magical
education for the one son
their cesspool of bad genetics
did not entirely ruin—this
precocious kid the one they now
hand over, those fools making too
little an offer for a chance
at a future for him (and not
surprising, coming from “people,”
so-called, who have nothing at all
to offer society, or
its sorcerers—nothing that is,
but problems—any form of work
or effort too gargantuan
an exertion for this tragic
demographic procreation
makes prone to devolution), thus
says the great wizard to these two
rabid breeders of the need for—
indeed, the neurotic, nagging
necessity of—his strictest
reclusion, lest his genius bleed
itself of all reason being
left too long in their unseasoned
company, ‘I keep my social
circle tight and limited, closed,
ii. Nature
even, having no desire to
be included in your world’s failed
experiment—not a belief,
charitable bent toward, or
interest in, its pale-fingered
pigment—your dull planet making
light of its end, handheld candles
of devices with which you b(l)ind
your Selves—tools of the Devil you
all cannot wait to get—while I
am too well-acquainted with your
people’s insignificance, your
village of idiots creeping
flat-footed and poorly-worded—
drones herded in droves by your most
bovine mentality through this
truly worst of all possible
universes—uncoloured and
uncultured smudged-pastel cities
of your more-boring virtual
realities bordering dense
forests of trivialities—
dwarves on the dole failing to grasp
your own mediocrity as
you push hard past one another
without pausing to wonder how
my taxes manage to keep you
blind bastards together—all but
crumbling as you blow my hand-outs
on chemical crutches you crawl
to, falling for nothing, numbing
what keeps you each from becoming
anything more—reeking of weak
wills and addiction, your cracked souls
the colour of cold cigarette
ashes, flesh hissing like canceled
cable subscriptions, unpaid bills,
and fuzzy televisions—and
though you are both unemployed and
unemployable, still you spill
out your seed like oil, your unwashed
masses and filthy assholes crash
iii. Destiny
with all the subtlety of deaf
elephants stumbling through the one
room our incomparable lives
have in common: this existence—
the only reward of our time
shared here is that it is fleeting—
so before you leave your unplanned
son in my care, tell me if he
can read my symbols—or did he
lose that skill the last time you beat
him, bludgeoning him to near-death
with your lowered expectations?
“Experience” and “Street-Smarts” what
you value, you withered flowers
whose bruised seed bleeds talent—what you
will wish you had when your vast waste
of it hastes to precede and to
preface parenting’s last chapter:
the end of civilization—
since none of you read, at least not
for leisure, let me tell you sad
sowers of discord reaping with
your powerless arms the meaning
of these words you fail to grasp, that
I cannot stand you, and if by
my heavy hand I somehow can,
I endeavour to bring about
your extinction, since what I teach
is not free for the taking—my
kind of magic a play of light
on the soot-dusted face of such
outdated thinking—so pay up,
before what I write throws its shape
into a shadow your hidden
pain’s manufactured highs will prove
too shallow to allow you to
crash from, because what my words do
is hand back to you your own lies
until you retool them into
something you can use—prayers and shouts
even losers and layabouts
can utter to “improve” themselves.’