To Nadya Ginsburg,
new muse for old souls—
*
‘It’s an industry with no soul,’
isn’t that how these stories go?
Or so I’m told, yet it’s my own
in her hand and on her dime my
whole world turns, this dame tightening
my pants with just a glance, her fame
why other men might want her, but
unlike those head-hunters, I’d put
my brain-money where my heart is,
tame my poetic licentious-
ness, make like a true artist—an
adventurous author—and trade
in my Jaguar just to help her
outrace those ravenous panthers
chasing her paper, placing in
the stars my fate with this woman
dead constellations dedicate
themselves to reshaping, no face
more radiant or worthier
of a man’s eternal praise, since
words and light pulse through time, as mine
do, brazenly racing when girls
like her take off in an instant
with my breath, baiting it before
ransoming my reason, seizing
my spirit while I’m inking an
epic to capture the crushed pearl
essence of this goddess stealing
my attention, clothed with the sun,
beauty demanding a tribute
of my talent which can only
mimic her own, as I’m blushing,
pounding the gas hard to push far
past the efforts of art’s lesser
demons to claim her, knowing too
well how free her own spirit is,
at once dark and bright, wild like her
hair, its kink what curls toes, her voice
what throws men like me into such
frenzy, her wisdom what did in
Solomon, and does to me things
that—if I say them—will never
be forgiven, so I strive for
purity as I drive home by
this poem what she works in me.