The poet, to his kamikaze mistress,
explaining this craft is one too dangerous
for those wanting to go down in history
blameless, fame a game anything but painless—
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A poet bares his soul for the soulless,
sharing shards of his wreck with the reckless
as his heretofore untold crimes of lies
torn from others’ lives loom together in
impervious boldness, a flesh-woven
security blanket of a thousand
threads suturing a single wound they pulse
and capillary through, catapulting
into those stark, hourly-rate motel rooms
of starved minds, his bed—his brand—spread thick with
yielded temptations whispering ancient
stains of youth misspent, yet beneath its seams
floats a lone feather quill exiled from what’s
brought him down, an offering of a tale
this phoenix-beast believes flightless, a truth
tickling its way through nights of tossed salads
and sweat-kissed sheets, searching and destroying
cavities, gaping asses, blank faces
flushed like truck-stop toilet bowls, mouths opened
wide to hold and recite scrolls of smutty
stanzas scribbled double-fisted for those
iconoclassicists moaning, ‘Fuck me!’
in all their dead languages, forbidden
texts he sends those bitten-pillow basket-
cases, soaked through and sopping with kingdoms
come and gone, ‘Come-and-Go’ the one motto
of poppers kings themselves numbed, reading and
hedonism sharing the same MO,
sin weakened after a lost, condomless
weekend of pretense, “love” laughing at it,
the implausible premise of lasting
long, unrequited sons succumbing to
strong succubi rising and lying like
incubi, topping and bottoming men
who read into a body of work their
tacit enjoyment of leads to its blunt
uncovering, a secret providing
this great discomforter what sole word brings
his heart’s sore hole its lone comfort: ‘Art!’ roars
literature’s bête noire, encouraged by
the breadth of his experience among
shallow beings, that each hurt’s depth is worth
recording, sounding the blood of wails ink
and voice swell, a sell-out performing for
a sold-out book-burning world, verse that runs
like splintered tines of a white plastic take-
out fork down unrefined spines, chilling to
ice orgiastic minds no stash of porn
can warm, he who with all the terror and
tyranny of a blind tailor writes rhymes.