i. To Fashion
a Remedy
I knocked on the top and hit it from the back,
but when I lifted its lid and opened the box,
I found the reliquary to be empty—save for a single thought:
that perhaps sanctity is not a substance,
but something in our Selves,
that for which we are always searching,
never knowing it is we who have been sought.
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ii. For the Infamy
of Attempted Beauty
Those little four-letter words
melt like dead metaphors
in your filthy mouth—
Those fading sparks of invading stars
our farthest constellations
bury in folds of dark as we take off our myths
and expose heaven’s infinite oblivions emptying us—
Those hasty ellipses hiding between their dots what heart
you crack as you mask your thoughts
in fatal passages my lack of reaction tears apart—
This kiss I rescind as I rip up prayers
condescending to shouts I spit out when you appear
where we left off, and figure out what makes
loving each other so hard—
Neither speaks, but we hear
annihilation’s arthritic grip approach the situation
with a crawl so quick, neither sees truth when it creeps—
That untranslatable place
to which relics return
after memory exterminates speech.