i. Summons
I speak to the bigamy
of mind-altering authors,
married to the pain, running
off breathless ideas blind
audiences make haste to
praise, chartering flights, fighting
dog-like over it, third-eye
consciousness live-streamed for them,
the faithless, lies monetized
for the unwashed to take, snide
platitudes swallowed up like
thinking capsules, poor-man’s bait.
Taken in like jeans torn in
a fit of proscribed heartbreak,
I have been called to the court
of the Heroine Sheikh, lost,
having no clue what I should
fake, a net worth with which to
network, some invisible
billions to fill a Louis
Vuitton portmanteau, some
fat zeroes to impregnate
the entire thing, flooding it,
that overpriced fucking case?
Or titles of poems no
one will ever read? And not
because they are too risqué
or exquisite, but because
they do not exist; oh, this
ennui of living, this, my
perpetual dilemma
of impressing infidels
who pilfer language, dim fools
equating with litter their
bone-licked scraps of that carcass,
what was once literature.
Regurgitated verses
fired off for those uni(n)formed
pigs to pick over, digging
my dirt as if filthy words
were bargain bin purses, fat
fingers poking through thinner
wallets, rolling in doubt, I
speak against those insecure
pokes unable to bear my
jaws, scofflaws typing out my
quatrains and sonnets, prophets
repurposing that daft shit.
ii. Sentencing
Where is my protection when
my writing serves no other
purpose than this, to replace
the vapid voids of their heads,
filling them in with riffs when
a bullet’s better suited?
Feathered tongues are the latest
in tar-paper fashions, fags
asking to be worn out by
vapid factions who sell, past
its expiry, their unrhymed
passion, artists crashing from
hash tag, playing an old game
with new swagger, quoted and
without sway, it is not in
the doing, but in their too
frequent saying, that vile words
conjure from quiet death their
silence into its loudest
being, and violence takes
on its believing; the crowds
crying it is unfair need
to turn off their faucets, stop
leaking tears, and come off it.
Begin seeing that ink does
not kill, but those who spill blood
are those soulless types, online,
likening the digital
lives of their avatars to
truer versions of who they
are, personas killing off
personalities, leading
lights on, reconfiguring
perception’s doors, leaving those
burned in their flame wars, so-called,
scarred, tattooing the beast’s mark
not on their palms, but on wired
fingertips, signing obscene,
binary biases, right
hooks pulling from heaven wings
left for dead, brightest minds dimmed,
electrifying latent
guilt, patent opposition
to inclusion really fear
these basement-dwelling kids let
manifest, posts showing them
to be inarticulate,
anonymous idiots.
You will understand why, then,
I refuse to submit, to
give in to their trends, waxing
unsociable when they flaunt
their media, all needing
always, it seems, external
validation, the roar of
untamed strangers to lift them,
my Heroine no angel,
but in these end-times, she still
knows how to handle better
than any these poor devils.
From within some soot-softened
hovel, I answer her call,
across tall mountains, wastelands,
junkyards, and far worse urban
wilderness alone willing
to travel, I reach her; my
arms tremble uptown, crawling
from out a soiled shirt, worn raw
importing modesty from
a more tolerant part of
town, I grab thunder, having
too long been down, and stick her.