You let me sound your throat’s depth with my toes,
swallowing my foot to prove how far you
go to get comfort, telling your lovers
to let loose, to let you kiss us where you
want, to get comfortable with sweat, lips
wetting pinkest tips of agile pens in
cauldron kettle clouds of fragile bubbles
of spit you send up, promising pink holes
and dicks your adept lick, swearing that this
will only get as vulgar we let it,
if only I would become one of them,
of the many men you inhabit, their
memories of those first dates your mouth made
irreplaceable, breath replayed in an
instant and constantly, exes whistling
contrition as your parting pours into
perspective just how abrupt it was your
poorest, unfortunate, unrequited
captives have been freed, leaked like secrets you
had let go, how the temperature of
that clime lures their minds from sober ice, their
need fast back to you, and so, in time for
another matinée, I delight in
an afternoon on your floor, my worn soles
eager for your tongue, its condensation
washing from them all condemnation, its
lush warmth leaving me wondering what cost
comprises the toll for walking on its
reddest coals, my taste for this fetish flame
growing, my haste fogging up the mirror
of your eyes, blinding sighs rolling over
them, but ones which cannot blur the burning
self-satisfaction of their glowing or
your smirk, lying here as I am, knowing
full well they will all be throwing their bows
after this raises their brows, after this
comes out, and to what circle of Hell my
soul will be damned, sent for loving a man
and fucking up abraham’s covenant.