i. Temptatio
Indifferent zones, erogenous errors
cast off like sinful stones, I crawl you, my love
the cost of walking fire, desert tongues of soft
charcoal burning tributaries of seething
kisses, flowing to it, momentarily
uninhibited, I aim for your heart, but
I miss, this desire too much to follow, yet
I just keep on swallowing your sweat’s truth, that
this thirst is the driest spell any other
conjurer could consume, flaming tongues taking
an alternate route, spewing out of lustful
volcanic mouths spittle-dripped moans speaking out,
‘I think we must have been lovers in a past
life—in fact, I am certain of it; why else
would I want you as badly as I now do?’
ii. Delectatio
Skin wintering its blank eventide in time
with the moon’s pulsing white, we entangle thighs,
unlocking from behind vagrant eyes glass tears
wandering the blacklight of a silent night
their shattering undermines, compromising
our faces’ granite integrity as we
cry out in the wilderness, weeping torrents
into the same shallow well, each unable
to tell if it is oblivion’s salt spilled
into this blinding wound, or if its stinging
is the echo of angels singing across
our souls’ divide, stranded as we are tonight,
on distant shores uncertainty walks along,
silently stalking solitary shadows
like a loose, unveiled woman of the city.
iii. Consentio
Tears panting their dewy pattern swell inside
this alabaster jar of my ivory
body, broken as it is under the weight
of your glance’s heavy irony, wanting
me in spite of my damage, your perfection
is a whispered promise dripped into my ears
like deadly hemlock, a symbolic gesture
as you grab my beard, and I yours, greeting each
other like we are philosophers, over
our honeymoon period, overthinking
it, wailing at the thought that maybe two men
should not love, not when lost in the same desert
where Anthony was tempted, where prayers to god
and to Sebastian go unheard, such low words
ignored in a land without wind, where thirst kills.