i. Divide
It takes a pilgrimage to raise a reviled soul,
an old highway of crippled hordes to heal
what I’ve felt, what I still feel in this life—this whole
world having let me down, drowning fivefold
what I’d expected to be more, corporeal
works merciless in their chore—what seems real
isn’t, it’s this less-than ideal taking its toll
on and from me, making such a great deal
seem worse than alternatives written off by those
scribes whose accounts of a better life steal,
instead of borrow, from heretics who outsold
heaven, untamed sages whose famed scrolls hold
lessons in verse none but fallen heroes who wield
pens like weapons can open, can unseal—
I’m talking about those saints called caustic apostles
because they speak truth and refuse to kneel.
ii. Conquer
Wise eyes pricking thick glares through logic’s buttonhole,
I’ve seen hate, and I hate what I still see,
pride in a lie—a tumor the size of a full
moon sweating silver onto tongues they pull
in as hard as the kneecaps they break, late people
advanced in age but delayed in their feat,
accomplishing nothing but deceit, no self-control
of which to speak, since none can think or feel—
automaton hearts raging to the beat one stole
that all keep, magnetic minds drawn to steel
like blind beggars to a banquet, dragging their bowls—
such is the pilgrimage poets follow,
passing through neon avenues fit to conceal
their glowing flesh from what dusk would reveal,
live-nudes and triple-x bathing penitent soles,
greasing our napalm path through battlefields.