We died with our legs wide opened,
our minds were closing when,
some place over the Pyrenees,
private jets collided;
wasting no time rising, we each
set a course to find it—
seeking the philosophers stoned,
we burned bowls of our Selves,
wearing ashen clouds, indecent
souls turning mortal wounds
into profound reasons to feel
irrational; proving
it possible for rival beasts
to transmute base hatred
into truth communicated,
we became phoenixes.
As if speaking without reason,
weeks of sleeplessness sent
us deep into a heresy
no monsters could even
pretend to comprehend if we
explained it to them in
churchman’s terms; those dragons would soon
find praying meaningless,
especially since we laymen
quest for the imprisoned
chest of first editions fire-priests
buried when burning them
in fits of fury could not bleed
from them stories built on
ancient evidence towering
man to his godliest.
Only this babbling river bend
now condescends to end
our mouth’s most silver-tongued journey
history’s lips moistened;
Napoléon’s fatigued army
had left opened wagons
haphazardly pulled through mountains
not used to such precious
cargo, such slow transportation;
below the ravine went
the dictator’s loot, every
spoil broken, overthrown
by soldiers accidentally—
so, over time, taken
by centuries from Vatican
hands, treasure vanishes.
We try with no skill to cross it,
but time kills all things, said
some French proverb, actually,
and time’s a bitch, pregnant
with three courses of memory
that taste unborn and dead;
what waste is knowledge never spent,
we think, ink crossing us
off-course as poets cuss us out;
gargantuan, their pens
plant deaf kisses all over leaves
we wish, like life, began
at conception and ended weeks
before its middle can
thwart this mission all aborted—
all but us, the closest.
Into forested borderland
a poet’s meter sends
competitors and company,
ahead of whom we run,
determined crusaders merely
moments, if not feet, from
reaching literature’s golden
mean: naked texts, secrets
unmasked, virgin words unburdened,
untouched ideas yearning
to be loved; reams of liberty
pulsing to be licked from
prisons of paper no one’s seen—
we reach depths forgotten,
until no more can we deepen—
it’s us in these boxes!