I
Resenting
F
G
You meant everything mean
In full armor standing by
A R(egress)īon door, waiting
To just flee the fucking scene.
II
all of the
U
O
I lost anything that was clean
When I bled secrets to die—
To kill obliviating
Thoughts that went unseen.
III
Youthful
C
O
My love would slip in between
These widening cracks so dry.
These thoughts, they brewed, creating
Affection too strong, “too teen”.
IV
thoughts will
K
D
Seven sins twist and careen
Poetically as words by
The Dictator dictating
Indie-pressed thoughts so obscene.
V
Annihilate
Y
B
And now maybe you’ll convene
Reconciliation’s Sigh;
Maybe I’ll buy, sedating
Questions asked by the unclean.
VI
the painful
O
Y
Those words were so serpentine;
Hissing in my ears to try
And make me need your hating
Like some “too needy” machine.
VII
Narcosis
U
E
I started in quarantine,
Always so quick to deny
The truth which was inflating.
You were just my dopamine.
